oh SHIT, we skip cg again . waHAHAHA . i gave jules the excuse tat my mum was sick,i had to go look for her. LOL. we nearly dint go church today. haha. around 4+vivien told me to pei her go rollerblading. -.-" so she skate around admiralty area..until we reach a staircase. i was lyk "hmm leme guess..ur going to fall right n.." i haven finish my sentence,PIANG. there goes vivien ^^. she got a veri obvious looking wound on her leg. HAHAHAHA!!! canot wear short skirt liao,so sad =p .
hey ashkie, yea, you're pretty much on point throughout your post. no self-control, guilt, shame, uncertainty, hidden reasons, doubts. everything, even if small ones, piles up together eventually and becomes too heavy to bear. and costed our relationship, which i probably shouldn't have went for when i wasn't ready. so many decisions that i made on a whim these past months which caused so much grief within the 3 of us. i definitely need to reflect and find back myself before i get together with anyone, be it with you, her, or someone else. i would have to get over both of you; right now at my current state, i would long for one if i'm with the other. i would have to learn to move on, learn from my mistakes and forgive myself too; not sure how i'm gonna do that, but i'll manage eventually. you definitely deserve better, not just me at my best, but also potentially someone else better too. you probably heard it a thousand times already, but i'm ju...
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